You ever get that strange feeling that...

Nobody ever understands you at all. Well, thats exactly how I feel right now. I feel so lonely on the inside. Its a horrible pain. I don't believe anyone I know could begin to comprehend why or how much I hurt. Everybody is so damn lucky. With my life causing me problems latley I have no one absolutley no one to fall back on for help. Everytime I try to explain no one understands. I want life to have times of happieness but latley I've been struggling to find a reason to be happy. I don't expect anyone to truly care about my feelings but please nobody treat me like shit. I can't handle anything now I'm fragile right now (I know I lost all hopes at regaining any of my masculinity). Anyways I have more complaints but i don't want to ruin my chances of people liking me somewhat.