Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I'm dead inside and I need help!!!
Latley I've been falling away from everything including myself, my friends, and my life. All I know is I'm starting to hate myself for feeling like this I need love from my friends and most of all Taylor but I'll never get the amount I need while I'm like this. The worst part is I can't help feeling like this , it's beyond my control. I haven't been able to be happy latley and I can't figure out why. I can only hope it'll go away but it would help if you guys had any ideas on how to become happier. I miss the feeling of being close to everyone and I miss being close to Taylor and I need her more than ever. I can't do this on my own but I won't let myself get in anybodys ways I'm not worth the trouble. Anyways deep down somewhere in me I know I can become happy especially with the love of those close to me. I've been really wanting to be close in my relationship to but I can't figure out how to until I'm through this phase. Love you all...most of all Taylor and I need everyone more than ever. I need the love I get from my friends but I also need the love I can only get from Taylor.
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I love you no matter what.
Remember that. No matter how bitchy or PMS-y I'm being, I love you.
Also, tags have to be separated by commas. Just so you know.
I love you.
All of your friends love you Tim. Especially Taylor. It sounds like you're getting yourself into a never-ending cycle here. You're upset, so people start avoiding you, which makes you upset again, and on and on. And you can't help it.
But you know, something that I've realized lately is that happiness is a choice. Sometimes, you have to let out your emotions and let yourself be upset. But, most of the time, you do have the choice to be happy.
The thing is, you rely on those around you for your mood. And, right now, most of us are pretty stressed and are beyond helping. Our group has been clashing and drifting apart a lot lately, and it's affecting everyone.
If it's any consolation, you're not the only one who's feeling upset and distanced lately. I'm pretty sure that most of us are... But we're working on a solution. Remember, these things happen, and we have to learn to deal with them and fix them.
Even if it doesn't feel like it, we're all here for you. Most of us are just preoccupied with everything else that's going on. You haven't, and never will be forgotten! Got that? So please cheer up, and make sure that you've read the post above mine... It's an important one.
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